Silence..

why? she kept asking me why?no reason. nothing. silence.it is not meant to deafen you.it was never meant to close you down.listening. i want to listen to you.i don't want to hear myself anymore. i don't want to talk
to my shadow anymore. i have heard you. i want to hear
you. sing for me. serenade my being. silence. don't say
no. don't fear me. don't run away from me.

you are ugly. you are hideous. you kill yourself
everyday. you are imprudent. you are daft. you are silly.
you are uninteresting. you are obnoxious. you are vain. you
are hateful. i hate you. you are not perfect. you never
will be. you are not perfect. please don't be perfect.

god don't make her perfect for me. not her.

you will take her away from me.
you always have.