Words of god.

no matter how modest you are
no matter how inculpable you are
untarnished and good. pure and warm.
definite and distinct. chiselled and straight.
the list can increase in its continuity.
yet you will never suceed
you will never acquire her because she will never want you
she does not desire you. so far you've come and yet you fail again
the confusion does not lie in her wants.
it lies in you. you are unsure of what you desire.
you don't know the way and no one is showing it to you.
how long can you look into the mirror just to make yourself look
nice?
now, define nice.

you are stained and ugly and no one wants you
the mirror lies to you. it tells you what you dont want to see.
forget the hurt and the mending.
damage done is there and will not heal
it is in the pain that you grit your teeth and lunge forward
void the abyss and look closer to where you leap
only then would you have learnt, honesty
be honest. people believe the words of god are found in pages of white
if so, then those words are honest. it helps you believe
now, imagine honesty in yourself. be honest to yourself, about yourself.
be honest.

its not about you. its not always about you.
open your eyes and look. listen carefully.
the world revolves. everyday. not around you.
you are not special to them. but you can be, for yourself.
you do not exude beauty to them. but the mirror sees it.
the show of passion is not visible to them. but you can be.
you can lie to them. but not to the reflection.
study it. pass the test. and then you will see.
the true brilliance of the beautiful colours. only then.