She defies me, for i am daring.

as far as i've gone
i haven't gone far
as near as you are
you always remain far

unfurling the crumpled paper to read the inevitable
yet she still looks at me softly
regret is fundamental to change
never for healing

gazing into the white screen of my movie

what is need? do i need you?

but why?

i've always returned to you
you've always waited for me
but, that was.

she wills me a look of defiance
i perceive what she conjures in restless dreams
she burns the code in me
she screams erratically

i dare you to
look at me
i dare you to
fall for me

i dare you.

all i have now,
is my will to be willed.