Rays.

the heavens opening with benevolence is seen with much epiphany after the wintry interlude. fear is set ablaze by the seemingly endless amount of energy in the rays. the clouds part leisurely as if to minutely depict the calm you would gladly accept with open arms. revolving is the earth but blessed by the rays of birth it is bathed in. shining on us it will remain our only hope of repent. atone for your sins exile. thy imprudence would prove to be your downfall. gain knowledge of the proper meaning and then step forward. gaze up into the portal to your new realm. it wouldn't matter if you went blind for a split second. hold you hands towards it and welcome the aura replenishing moment with grace. for that momentary pause in the time line, everything is blurred out of vision and the reflex is to focus. then you will see what you've needed to see. the entirety of your life has been summarized for you in a spot. it becomes clear now the presence of whom in your lives is worthy of your energy. the pertinence of life itself is still unclear. worry not, if He had intended us to know this, we would know this by now. wishing for golden streets and praying for the blind man to see is never worthwhile. if the streets were gold, where would the colour be? if being blind was really an obstacle for the blind man, then how come he can see better than you? he doesn't see what he doesn't. he sees what he has to. if only all of us have the ability to harness and take charge of the limitless untapped power and dynamism we have in our inner sanctum. forget what and when of life but how. souls were always lost when they forayed into the realms. they couldn't find the answer. the answer lies in you. as for the people that were lost in battle, they aren't here anymore. they have been summoned for to a better place to serve the rest of their purpose. concentrate on your purpose because they have forgotten you. they have. the reign of the king is never ending. His power lies in your power. His authority is your authority. He commands you accordingly. the only King whose command to you is your freedom. He is like the rays of the sun. everywhere.

Choice of path.

stroll along the gravel
gusts of wind remind you
epiphany is your feeling of love
smiling and blushing

look out the window
useful only for what it can do
a medium for the experiences
for its the only way to see the world

gaze at the length of the line
ponder a moment for it leads you
for you it has always been an unknown
risk it, abandon the apprehension

not blindly, not foolishly
seek the light and the truth
foresee craters in the road
forsake the hearsay of the faceless

for you see, i am at the end
waiting at the extremity of the distance
still watching the amaranth rose
its petals ravaged by the raindrops and the cold


it rests upon icy fingers
held out in reach of you. only.
place your hand gently, on its stalk
encompassed in icy shards of time

no.

still.

there is still warmth.

solely within the rose.

Alone.

personal
daily life plagued by them
makeshift love and hate to play
struggles are worth the struggle

if time permits,we shall talk again
as the times when i'm alive
grow nearer to the day in which death is imminent

always alone in thy world
solitude is the creators wish
it is my gift of second nature
envy me, i am blessed with bliss

why should you be afraid?
for all of you is not alone
why should you think of yourself?
for all of me is alone

bask in thy austerity
conjure your own aegis
may i be your avatar
my desire is to be the one,

to perish, before you.

fear not dear maiden
lay all the world on my shoulders
worry not if you hear my bones crack
i will not fold just yet

i have much to tell you
alas the language i possess
as much as you can fathom
i remain bounded by my knowledge

hide yourself away
curl up into my chest
feel the sensations forming
tell me that i won't feel anything

to you, i have been waiting
to the mirror, who are you?

Feel it, rain on me.

it falls from the sky so gently
tiny diamonds of pure truth
each one with a story of its own
each one with a journey to fulfill

empowerment from our infinite resource
its is a pity that not many know
for it is natures way for rebirth
replenshing each organism aiding it in its cycle

halt your routine order
a moment held in an eternity
giving birth to an eternity
filled with limitless moments

listen to the silent notes
its sound so melancholic
in every drop a poetic piece
in every piece a piano solo

sadness in happiness
happiness through sadness
tear with it if you wish
there is never an emotion complete without it

such is its versatility
it ushers in tears of joy and pain
some may seek to avoid such pain
some may seek to be reminiscent through it

forget the realm in which emotions manifest
let it pull a veil over reality
let it cleanse the impurities
for it will, with no obligation

seek it and it shall seek you
dance to its music and it will dance with you
emotionless, it will never shun you
fearless, it will never judge you

feel your wings emerge from within you
feel them get drenched in heavens blessings
feel time slow to a stop
feel shivers down your spine from the cold
feel the wind freeze the moment
feel your thoughts go swirling

salvation is attained
all is not lost, but forgotten
it is as it should be
if not, it will be

Secret garden.

creeping into the vision
its smell repugnant and vile
scanning the palace for its source
draining the energy and electricity

it's no surprise though

yet people are oblivious to the obvious
it's feeding on your contempt and your ignorance
enlarge your eyelids and look, for a change
release your hate and embrace reality
play no more on your naivety
don't expect
it doesn't happen anymore

your body is a secret garden
and there is only one rose

its stalk encompassed in thorns
remember why the thorns are present
it will only prick a passer bys hand only if you protect it
its picking beckoned only, by the one
it's enticing to let the fragrance influence

take note
fragrance doesn't last forever

let it wither and pass on naturally
cast it in stone do not
for it will destroy the remaining humanity within you
let the innocence of a newborn renew you
let it remind you of the inner sanctum that resides in you
the chapel of infinite beauty

the only place with limitless space but confined by emotions
control them, and you would have taken the first step into the establishment
the only place where you, and only you, are allowed to enter
the only place where you, is imminent and inevitable
the only place where you, are both god and belzebub
the only place where you, can be you, and that will always be perfect

you, are the heart and soul
the garden is guided by your good deeds and your sins
nurture it, and it will prove to be your sustenance

love. you.